Love life pending

I used to believe I was cursed when it came to love that’s why I haven’t had a successful relationship. But that belief messed with my mental causing me to really agree with myself for awhile. I know I’m not the only one! As an enlightened spirit, I realized the right one will take time. I encompass rare qualities that only like minded humans can understand but I’m also grasping new ideals, trying to apply them to my life. In realizing that, I learned I have to grow for myself which made me take a step back and re-evaluate my life or re-identify myself and what I truly want out of life. In my experience, propaganda has played a huge part of what I thought I wanted in life. Disney movies always seemed to have a common theme: distraught woman or a princess waiting to be saved by a man or prince. Of course I thought I had to do the same, but it’s not a necessity to have a man just a luxury as Cher has said before.

I have been feeling lately that my focus being on my career will lead down the path of meeting my soulmate. I’m not waiting around though, but I’m open to the idea. I also have accepted the fact that I may be a single woman forever and that’s fine! After having a child, I have a new priority. My main concern is assisting my child on her journey in life. I felt my mother lacked being supportive of things I enjoyed doing and was more supportive when it had to do with something she desired for me. I am grateful to have experienced that even though it was painful to go through sometimes. In this lesson, I will ALWAYS openly show my support for whatever makes my child happy. Just to see her explore the world is one of the best and newest emotion that I ever felt and I can’t wait to watch her grow. Basically the love of my life will always be my child. And anyone that enters my life romantically has to overstand that and be willing to join the ride ! More importantly, the more I love myself, the more positive energy (that is meant to be in my life) I am welcoming into my electrical field. I’m going to continue on my life’s path and let the adventures take me on a spiritual ride.